I sometimes get scared of being myself. The honest to God truth is that I’m afraid people won’t like the real me. I do my best to stay nice and put up a kind front, but at the end of the day, the people who are still with me know how much of a bitch and a hard ass I can be. I’m impatient, anxious, easily stressed, quick tempered, and I get annoyed so easily. I am smart-mouthed and I tend to release any restraint I have on my painful words and my actions. This person I don’t want anyone to ever meet. This person, although is mean and sheltered, also does not want to be left alone and wants to feel needed despite his cruelty. I think this is the ultimate form of love. If you can be with me at the end of the day, saying you love me, and continue to reach out to me, then I would consider that unconditional love. A love that I only need from a few people in my life, a love that I’ve been blessed with the chance to experience and to be truly thankful for.
track name: Counting Stars vs Maps
artist: OneRepublic & Maroon 5 (Mashup)
album: Rick Mashups
play count: 696
DISREGARD MY LAST POST
I’m sorry if it seemed offensive, but my overall point was just to prove to you how much I love you.
"To be loved, I think, is the thing that gets you up in the morning."
- Phillip Seymour Hoffman (via ryannxp) -